Your what i'm becoming

Every night
It’s all about you I’m dreaming
You are
Truly, what I’m becoming.
At dawn I wait to be embraced
By the wind you touch
For a calm breeze a featherly scent
And to think of you so much
It’s only with my eyes
I have to touch you
With a wavering heart
Filled with a feel so true
And this gap between us
A distance by silence
hastily awaits in me
Those words I want to commence
Because all I want
Is for you to know
That I have all the love
In this world, to show.
And this happiness
In me to last a while.
Because, my day ends by
The thought of your smile...

I hate my job

I do not know whether people live as sadly as me. But life almost kicks me out of my stomach. As time pass by, day after day, month after month, l become lazy, slack, and hopeless. Before, my dream is the only source to sustain my spirit.But now I do not dream any more. I know I deserve better job, higher salary, but those are so far from me, I can see the glimmer in the darkness, but I can't touch it. God, who can help me with my negativeness. The Only thing I can do is study. I study English , Computer Language. The loneness is like the warter to beleaguer me, penetrate my heart.I have bad relationship with my colleagues, because I kind of belittle them, I think we are not in the same level. I have to persist on my job because I need money to support my family, my mom. And hoping for one day I will come back to my hometown, to accompany my mother. I have a favorite company, foxconn. I love the people here and the company culture here, and it will establish a huge base in Chongqing. The only hope of mine is that once it is complished, I can get a job here. Come back! I can hear the yell from my heart.

successful at giving up

An old man in a high-speed trains, accidentally bought the new shoes out from a window, surrounded by people who feel sorry But the elderly immediately second shoe from the window go away. This move is even more surprised. Explained that the elderly: "This shoe, no matter how expensive, for me has been useless, if there is who can pick up a pair of shoes, maybe he can wear it!"

At a loss

I have been working as a network salesman for nearly ten months. My job is to promote software products on forums, websites, here and there, to be exact, to do everything that can attract potential customers to our websites, thus bringing sales to our department. However, from time to time, I'd ponder over whether it is the job I truly want, whether I am suitable and qualified for my current job, a job I'd never thought I would take up after graduation. Full of zest and anticipation, I came to Shenzhen in late June last year. Fortunately, I got the job offer soon. After getting the admission notice, I felt no hesitation to refuse the other two or three job interviews, as I was very confident of being qualified for the job, of making great achievements, and above all, of making great progress. Yet, looking in retrospect, I think I am a loser. I can do nothing but some work concerning product promotion. Compared to other promoters in the company, what I do is rather superficial, or say skin-deep. No one is to blame but myself. I ought to have sought for help the moment I realized it was not the one that suited me. Being engaged in the job I dislike is the reflection of not taking responsibility for my superior, and for myself. After knowing I had the intention to quit my job, my superior had a chat with me. She said she'd try her utmost to change a kind of job for me, like website editor, customer service, document writing or customer contacting. However, she still suggested that I feel free and courageous to do promotion work to the fullest. I was very grateful to her, yet I didn't give her a positive reply. I am at sea as to what suits me, what does not. I find my confidence gradually fades away. I don't want to waste time any more, though I am still very young. I have been working hard all the time and I have clearly known nearly all the promotion methods. But I felt helpless to adopt them very well, or rather, make full use of them. Though sometimes I can see optimistic effect, I know my drawbacks more clearly than anyone else. I show little interest in the job. I can't find enthusiasm and fun in my job. I'd depict my job as simple repetition, lack of creativity and innovation. And this is just what every job needs most.However, I will once again give myself some time...Everything is difficult before they are easy.

For now and Forever

Desolate, I may be,
Forsaken, on this barren ground,
Where none, gave me a place to stand.
Unworthy, they may see in me,
Leaving me, with nothing but despair around,
Shouting their glory, with grand.
I seek, in this unforgiving world,
For the meaning of my existence.
But they border me away,
With these orthodoxy glass walls,
Styling their own stance.
But my wings of dream,
Are too strong for their chains to hold.
And I shall fire this world,
Being the ray of hope, to every heart left cold.
I shall, with the boldest of my heart
Stand to change this blinding weather.
To show them, I am myself, mine to own,
For now and for Ever…